The good, the bad and the guilty
So, today was a blend of human emotions. So let’s start from the back of the list….
In the morning I got a call from my mom who wanted to know when I was comming home. Due to some missunderstanding and a lot of “me- not-telling-anyone” she didn’t know that I was waiting for a call from Turkish Airlines and decided that I could be more productive this weekend if I just stayed in Ljubljana.
She was very dissapointed and I felt so guilty that I was thinking of letting all go and just drive home. In the end my stubborness won, sadly.
The bad thing in the whole thing was that Turkish Airlines agent didn’t call me and when I called them they’ve told me that I have to pay for all four reserved tickets at once (which would be kind of hard because I don’t have all my friend’s money). What was good about this is that they don’t really care when we pick up the tickets (on the contrary the reservation form said I have to pick them up till Saturday) so we will probably go sometime next week.
The whole thing with the TA got me in a really bad mood because I made my mom sad and unhappy for nothing! :( *damn*
But then the whole smash-the-server-and-put-it-back-together-only-better thing started so I was quite entertained by that. There are some problems to solve and some things that do not really work yet but we decided that we’ll take care of them “on the fly.”
After that I was all warmed-up so I started to catch-up with the school stuff I’ve missed this week an I think I’m at 50-60% ATM and feeling good about it. The problem is that I can’t think anymore so I’m going to hit the sack.
I’m still mad at myself for not going home but I hope the things I’ll do this weekend will balance-out that bad feeling…